Today leaves me with doubt.

But perhaps also something else.

In either case, I roll my eyes at what was said yesterday. I can't believe myself - I must have sounded completely crazy, or worse - arrogant.

Well anyway, I started to panic that perhaps my presentation at Leigh really sucked and that people are just trying to avoid telling me that. But now I'm a little preoccupied with the whole gastroscopy issue. Gees.

But I don't take back what I said about people though. People are awesome. I'm the problem.