I am starting to realise the size of this lesson I am about the *further* learn this year - to let go, to walk away, to listen to what matters most and to stop starving myself of the freedoms that I want. It's hard to decipher short term and long term qualities, though - because we can't predict how long this term is. Meanwhile, another part of my brain is thinking...

Oh, there are so few of you. In fact, one less than I prefer. How many more of you exist? I'm afraid, too few. *sigh* where have you all suddenly gone?

Sometimes I feel trapped in my own brain, like somehow I'm not living because I can't escape this intricate web that I find almost too addictive and fascinating. But at times, it's just plain boring and I wake up startled, not knowing what to do. I need a new hobby.

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